eric robespierre

Welcome

I assume you're visiting my site because either you or someone you know has been diagnosed with prostate cancer or another serious illness. I'm sorry I have to meet you under these circumstances; however, I think my experience will provide some useful hints that will help patients improved their mental outlook and ultimately help everyone survive this ordeal.
When I was diagnosed with prostate cancer I read as many survivor books as I could. Naturally, I was buoyed by the fact they survived, but their stories were cut and dry. These survivors were strong-willed and never overwhelmed by anxiety. Obviously, they never met me. And, there was no humor. Okay, cancer is no laughing matter, but take it from me, putting a smile on your face certainly chases the blues away and aides in your recovery.
In the About The Book section I talk about how it was never my intention to document my illness; how writing became the great distraction that saved my sanity. I believe all patients need to find their own diversions, even if they're a little fanciful. This is the lesson I learned and the reason I'm publishing Cracking The Walnut. So, go to it. I give you permission. Do what it takes to get through it and through it you will get.

About the book

It was never my intent to write about my illness. I like to think my humorous take on life is the main characteristic of my creative endeavors and there is nothing funny about prostate cancer. It was only when faced with a feeling of deep dread that I turned to writing as a way of escape. I created an alternate persona, a sidekick, someone tough, someone not afraid, and someone who could kick my butt when my butt needed to be kicked. A fan of film noir, there could be only one character that fit the bill, Philip Marlowe. From that day forward when I saw doctors, underwent medical procedures I wasn't paralyzed by fear. I was Marlowe and Marlowe was me. As I dealt with my cancer, this fantasy led to others. I began to dream up stories about patients, doctors and naturally the nurses. These crazy diversions helped save my sanity and gave me the strength I needed to survive my ordeal. I hope Cracking The Walnut provides you with a similar distraction, especially during those fearful times when we can be our own worst enemy.
I hope my book also gives you the courage to find your own distractions, even if they're a little nutty. Fortunately, I had the best medical care one could hope for and my cancer was caught in time. I can only wish the same for you.

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